It has been a long while, a lot has happened and a lot has been revealed. Things has changed for me, personally, and I think I can see why things has happened. I understand now who I am and where to go.
To the friends I've made, and people who selflessly helped me, I thank you. For you reading this now whom held me up during the times I didn't know what to do, I thank you as well.
Beyond the stars and beyond this planet, a future awaits to be made better. We are all here for one goal, and we only fear one thing... We only fear for the end.
I know this won't be last of me posting here, you will certainly hear from me again.
Saturday 4 February 2012
Tuesday 4 October 2011
On the Run
Yes, I am now that guy who's on the run. A couple of my memories are coming back. However, there's still nothing about me and who I am. I don't know why.
I remember. I remember a woman.I remember she's called Rain. The Rain. I now also remember Scarlet. The little girl in a red dress. Yes, Scarlet indeed. They are both together. I remember a poem. A poem from Rain.
Little Scarlet Red
Big Brother Blue
Talk she said
No can do
The Stars Beyond
Two Earths Unite
The Bridge Bond
To one tonight
I remember. I remember a woman.I remember she's called Rain. The Rain. I now also remember Scarlet. The little girl in a red dress. Yes, Scarlet indeed. They are both together. I remember a poem. A poem from Rain.
Little Scarlet Red
Big Brother Blue
Talk she said
No can do
The Stars Beyond
Two Earths Unite
The Bridge Bond
To one tonight
Sunday 18 September 2011
With Some Experts
I am currently staying with some people who are computer experts. One of them in fact has previously worked for FAILTECH, however, he has been removed from his position for misbehaviour. I know it's a gamble to stay with them, but I decided to take risk it. They have the internet access I need, I secure one which cannot be tracked down easily, if not at all.
Of course, staying with them has it's price. They are interested in a few things about FAILTECH. Some, I think I could answer, but most of them I cannot answer simply because of my memory being missing. They say they could access some of the nano-particles that FAILTECH had injected to me, but only if we get to a particular FAILTECH facility which houses the equipment we need.
I can't state here which facility, or how far we are from it. They say they could detect the nano-particles using this scanner they "smuggled" from a FAILTECH office years ago.
Since they think I am of a very high importance, they are willing to cooperate and figure out what has been done to me exactly and get me fixed. They say they will be in contact with one of you guys who had emailed me soon. They didn't want to catch some attention since some of you have been in contact with FAILTECH. Because, FAILTECH might be wire-tapping you guys since you are also in contact with me.
What do you guys think? Is this risk too risky? Or is it a fair deal and I should push through? I don't see any other way out of this if I continue to hide and do nothing.
Oh, and yes, we still don't know if these nano-particles are indeed what's giving me super powers or if they are responsible for my memory loss.
Of course, staying with them has it's price. They are interested in a few things about FAILTECH. Some, I think I could answer, but most of them I cannot answer simply because of my memory being missing. They say they could access some of the nano-particles that FAILTECH had injected to me, but only if we get to a particular FAILTECH facility which houses the equipment we need.
I can't state here which facility, or how far we are from it. They say they could detect the nano-particles using this scanner they "smuggled" from a FAILTECH office years ago.
Since they think I am of a very high importance, they are willing to cooperate and figure out what has been done to me exactly and get me fixed. They say they will be in contact with one of you guys who had emailed me soon. They didn't want to catch some attention since some of you have been in contact with FAILTECH. Because, FAILTECH might be wire-tapping you guys since you are also in contact with me.
What do you guys think? Is this risk too risky? Or is it a fair deal and I should push through? I don't see any other way out of this if I continue to hide and do nothing.
Oh, and yes, we still don't know if these nano-particles are indeed what's giving me super powers or if they are responsible for my memory loss.
Friday 9 September 2011
The outside world
So, I was able to escape the area I was kept in. On my way out, I could definitely say that I am fortunate to be alive and be kept in a highly secure area from who ever took the entire facility down.
I am now in care of an old couple, of which I won't be detailing who and where. But, I am already at a very significant distance away from the facility. It was a good thing that the old man is good with computers. He says he had worked for a tech company years back a network admin. He still kept his skills intact, which is why he setup a complex proxy for me so that I can access this email and my blog without getting tracked. I know who ever abducted me will be supervising this email address, but I am still safe at the moment. I won't stay long with these couple, as I don't want them to get harmed.
I don't know if I will still be able to login to this email and blog later on, but I'll just say that I am glad to be outside again. I don't think I will be of any harm to anyone outside. None of my super abilities work, so I don't think I will hurt anyone.
Anyway, the facility I came from seemed to be abandoned. Most people who were not killed, were either taken away or ran away. The facility almost had no power, some sections were dark. I explored a bit, and got into this room where the computer spoke to me. He says his name was Arnold. He says, he had just transferred me all necessary credentials and that I should go and talk to Ruby. He did not provide any information about who Ruby is, or where to find her. I hope anyone who's helping me out knows something about Ruby.
About the credentials, he says, I will use these credentials in the future. It was supposed to be handed over once my test has completed, but this incursion of the facility has left the test incomplete and that I would not be able to use my abilities unless I see Ruby.
I don't know if I should see Ruby. Who is this Ruby? Do you think it would a good idea to get my super abilities back? Or do you think I will be fine without them?
I asked Arnold about my memories and why I am aware of other things, but I don't know about who I am. His answer to me still perplexes me. He said, I am the one who would know everything except who I am. Because I am the one who should know everything. It seems illogical that I will know everything, but not who I am.
I don't know if I'll be in contact anytime soon. I'll be all around, and I don't know where exactly I'll be going. I have also heard the mp3 file on my blog, and it scares me. Did anyone came to help them? Who are these intruders? For now, I'll lay low. I'll try to avoid this FAILTECH, or at least make myself less like to be noticed by them. I still need to sort thing out. If you know who Ruby is, help me out. I hope I'll find another secure connection once I leave the old couple.
I am now in care of an old couple, of which I won't be detailing who and where. But, I am already at a very significant distance away from the facility. It was a good thing that the old man is good with computers. He says he had worked for a tech company years back a network admin. He still kept his skills intact, which is why he setup a complex proxy for me so that I can access this email and my blog without getting tracked. I know who ever abducted me will be supervising this email address, but I am still safe at the moment. I won't stay long with these couple, as I don't want them to get harmed.
I don't know if I will still be able to login to this email and blog later on, but I'll just say that I am glad to be outside again. I don't think I will be of any harm to anyone outside. None of my super abilities work, so I don't think I will hurt anyone.
Anyway, the facility I came from seemed to be abandoned. Most people who were not killed, were either taken away or ran away. The facility almost had no power, some sections were dark. I explored a bit, and got into this room where the computer spoke to me. He says his name was Arnold. He says, he had just transferred me all necessary credentials and that I should go and talk to Ruby. He did not provide any information about who Ruby is, or where to find her. I hope anyone who's helping me out knows something about Ruby.
About the credentials, he says, I will use these credentials in the future. It was supposed to be handed over once my test has completed, but this incursion of the facility has left the test incomplete and that I would not be able to use my abilities unless I see Ruby.
I don't know if I should see Ruby. Who is this Ruby? Do you think it would a good idea to get my super abilities back? Or do you think I will be fine without them?
I asked Arnold about my memories and why I am aware of other things, but I don't know about who I am. His answer to me still perplexes me. He said, I am the one who would know everything except who I am. Because I am the one who should know everything. It seems illogical that I will know everything, but not who I am.
I don't know if I'll be in contact anytime soon. I'll be all around, and I don't know where exactly I'll be going. I have also heard the mp3 file on my blog, and it scares me. Did anyone came to help them? Who are these intruders? For now, I'll lay low. I'll try to avoid this FAILTECH, or at least make myself less like to be noticed by them. I still need to sort thing out. If you know who Ruby is, help me out. I hope I'll find another secure connection once I leave the old couple.
Tuesday 6 September 2011
Still Alive
I don't know what happened for the past hours, and I am still definitely trapped here. The network was down for hours and it just got back up. The alarm is gone as well, but yes there was an alarm about some intruder. I don't know how it resolved itself or what happened or is happening. It's been hours since it happened, so far nothing seems to be happening to me. No, I didn't cause this. I was actually trying to do something else but not of this scale.
I am still trying to see if I can escape, maybe in a way this event would have opened up some compromise to help me escape. I'm still figuring out if there is, and how. So far, internet is back up which is why I can post on my blog again. I also saw that automated post on this blog. I can't open the file since I can't access Docs. I'll just leave it that way. Maybe later on I can open it or what not.
I don't know if I should feel scared right now. I know I'm not scared, but should I be? Right now, I'm focusing to see if I can escape. I hope you guys have suggestions, or have a knowledge of what's happening outside of my room. Yes, I have also not been fed for hours. I'm not starving, yet. But soon enough, I will. So until my captors make contact with me one way or another, we need to figure out something.
I am still trying to see if I can escape, maybe in a way this event would have opened up some compromise to help me escape. I'm still figuring out if there is, and how. So far, internet is back up which is why I can post on my blog again. I also saw that automated post on this blog. I can't open the file since I can't access Docs. I'll just leave it that way. Maybe later on I can open it or what not.
I don't know if I should feel scared right now. I know I'm not scared, but should I be? Right now, I'm focusing to see if I can escape. I hope you guys have suggestions, or have a knowledge of what's happening outside of my room. Yes, I have also not been fed for hours. I'm not starving, yet. But soon enough, I will. So until my captors make contact with me one way or another, we need to figure out something.
Monday 5 September 2011
AUTO GENERATED CONTENT
This is emergency protocol 5. This content has been auto generated by an external service. A transmission has been intercepted. A system note has been posted that explicitly allowed this emergency transmission be published on this location in case any emergency has occurred.
NUMBER 45459 might be in danger.
EMERGENCY TRANSMISSION MP3
https://docs.google.com/leaf?id=0By3FkEMFhq5-NDk3YmE0MzktNTE3YS00ZGEyLTg1YjQtZTk2MzFjNzcwZmJk&hl=en_US
NUMBER 45459 might be in danger.
EMERGENCY TRANSMISSION MP3
https://docs.google.com/leaf?id=0By3FkEMFhq5-NDk3YmE0MzktNTE3YS00ZGEyLTg1YjQtZTk2MzFjNzcwZmJk&hl=en_US
Sunday 4 September 2011
Google Plus and Food
I know someone has already suggested Google Plus, but first of all, I can't do Google Plus... Mostly because it is blocked by my captors... But if it wasn't I still can't... why? Well, I don't know my real name! Exactly why I can't do that...
Anyways, if I do have Google Plus do you really think it will actually add anything helpful to anything we have right now? Hangout won't work because I have no mic or webcam... so there's no use to that... Any other feature would add nothing to help me, so yes, G+ is a no go even if I can actually use it.
Anyways, Today, they started feeding me a different meal set... Not suer what it is, it doesn't look weird or disgusting, but I am sure it's processed. I don't know what's in it but they made it look nice and all. Let's just hope it's healthy, and nothing funky is in it. You know, like memory wiping things, or whatever is making me into a "super human"... Oh well... We'll have to wait and see...
Anyways, if I do have Google Plus do you really think it will actually add anything helpful to anything we have right now? Hangout won't work because I have no mic or webcam... so there's no use to that... Any other feature would add nothing to help me, so yes, G+ is a no go even if I can actually use it.
Anyways, Today, they started feeding me a different meal set... Not suer what it is, it doesn't look weird or disgusting, but I am sure it's processed. I don't know what's in it but they made it look nice and all. Let's just hope it's healthy, and nothing funky is in it. You know, like memory wiping things, or whatever is making me into a "super human"... Oh well... We'll have to wait and see...
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